I worked my socks off doing hospital discharges during Covid and during my first week off to finally rest and have a holiday, I was recalled by the hospital and told I had cancer. Life has been a whirlwind since. I would like to focus on something positive that symbolises a new beginning for me. I got my husband to make a plaster mould of my 34E boobs the night before surgery. I plan to get them painted gold. I am proud of who I was but I am also looking forward to who I will become in the future. I feel at that transition point between the two at the moment.